Ran a bunch of errands after work this morning, ended up getting a bit loopy from being awake so long and now I have a bag of questionable purchases. Let’s see what’s inside!
Batman temporary tattoos.
Bug themed plastic Easter eggs.
A neon blue plastic cup with crazy straw.
A bizarre looking pot holder.
Glow in the dark necklace kit.
And a funky looking dust mop for your car.
I am so emotionally drained that tonight at work after I won fifty dollars for I don’t even know what, I had a panic attack for half an hour and tried to get them to take the money back. And then they sent me home cuz I couldn’t stop crying.
And this amazingly gorgeous person kept calling me pretty and I couldn’t
I am the worst thing to ever exist and I should just stop
Don’t wanna go to work. I’m a glorified letter opener. That sounds kinda cool, but it isn’t. I don’t know. I just don’t wanna today. But I have to leave in five minutes so it’s too late to call in. Boo.
Today has been horrifically awful. Lost my voice at work and was just generally sick. Then I came home and had to move furniture so they could install stupid looking windows, and that was only very loud and took all day so I’ve gotten no sleep at all. And then when I finally took something to quell the fountain of snot my head is producing, the medication hurts so stomach so much I threw up. So I called my job and told them I can’t work tonight. The lady was disappointed in me, and said they may not be able to schedule me again until who knows when. And my bipolar is doing something weird and my car is acting funny, and despite being awake over 24 hours and taking sleeping pills I CANNOT SLEEP. I want to sleep so much, whyyyyyyyyyy.
The next two days are going to suck so much. We’re having new windows installed and the people doing it are going to be here like ten minutes after I get off work. UUuuuuuugh. And they’re going to be in my room because my room has a window. Strangers in my room. Uuuuuggghhh. And everyone is going to see that an almost 22 year old person has a room decorated like a rainbow threw up and I decorate with glowsticks and the walls are a horrible, horrible shade of pink and PEOPLE WILL BE IN MY ROOM NO GET OUT.
Also, the whole, no sleep work thing. And the dog will go nuts all day long. But mostly everyone ever should stay out of my room.
One of the great things about working third shift is having pizza delivered for your breakfast.