I bought a lamp. It is the perfect lamp. It is missing all 5 little lamp shades. I have to take the lamp back. Everything is awful.
In other news I kind of feel better about how terrible my life is because I saw a girl I went to school with before my hermit years. She was super smart and talented and is now working at Walmart. Of course, I failed to get a job at Walmart…
In other news, three years ago today I got my first tattoo and five years ago today this guy died and I really wish it was the other way around because everyone misses him and no one even talks to me.
One day I will apologize to mother for using my mood swings to get things that I want. But today I am taking my high energy frustration to the store to buy the lamp I have been asking for since we moved TEN YEARS AGO.
Just think of the things I could do if I used my mood swings for good. Like finding a therapist or having a life.
My fever is back.
I’m supposed to be going to the store but I’ve had two red bulls everything is just so darn shiny.
My fever finally broke and I had the most fantastic night. I think it’s time for a nice purge. Clean everything out. Although the 68 piece ceiling art thing is going to be a nightmare. And heaven help me if I take that thing down and decide two days later I want it back. It is time for a change though. In more ways than my ceiling decor.